Today is a bit of a funny day, the sun is out, everything looks bright and beautiful, after the blessing of the rain for the past week, yet I am left with a feeling of melancholy.
I am eternally grateful for the rain, which we so desperately needed, and it was almost overwhelming feeling the warmth of the sun this morning.
Then why the melancholy?
It is a feeling which by its very nature is fleeting, and I know it will pass, but it honestly felt like a gray cloud hovering just over my head. I think it is a culmination of several things, firstly, a realisation of what I have achieved in my life, personally at least, and secondly perhaps an understanding that this journey, on which I have embarked, is going to be damn tough.
That's okay, I have never shied away from hard work, well, I honestly don't enjoy housework so I will do almost anything to shy away from that....
I know that I have so much to live for, so much to offer, but yeah it was pretty difficult to get up and moving this morning. But I made it, at least to my desk where I can translate my thoughts into words.
I have completed some mundane household tasks and I can feel my spirits lifting!
Today is a Good Day!
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